There's nothing worse than failure in my eyes.
Not so much others failing you. But you failing yourself.
It's the lowest feeling in the world. Especially knowing that others have such high expectations for all the potential & talent you carry.
Failure, for me, is painful. I'm ashamed, angry, frustrated & feel hopeless.
And then I get back up & try again. With a little less pep, a little less hope, but willing to try again nonetheless.
And then sometimes you need to walk away.